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Name: Ryan
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 5/26/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: guitar, basketball, fun stuff, music is always good
Expertise: at being me
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/9/2003
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| so i got my new accommodation details:
in ONE month, write me! NOT now, but later
to this address
Stephenson Hall, Oakholme Road, Sheffield S10 3DF
and you will be able to read the ryan blog, as EVERYone does while they are gone. im just yet to make it. so there you go!
rjwei.blogspot.com kids
this place wont get any love anymore so, good day!
cheers,ryan
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| I'm Ryan Wei and i do what i want.!
like write worthless stuff!!
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| Being at home recently has opened my eyes to a few things, that i have discovered about myself
So recently i have been sitting in front of the tele a lot. I have also been training/fitness-ing myself in order to, well be fit so i can perform on the field the way i would like to. Anyways, between these times, and since this is before work starts next Monday, i have been watching a lot of, well television.
Well this is where i realize i don't know if financial things are really what i want to do. Being in business, yes, steady job market, etc.. but i don't think it is really what i want to do. I think for the first time, i have decided to do something because i really want to do it, for myself so to speak. I mean i do do a lot of things for myself, but perhaps this is the one of those things. I feel like, all of a sudden, i have woken up and realized what it is i would like to do. i know, really? but its more than that, i feel regret that i didn't do any of this when i was younger, or have gotten started earlier. in a sense, i feel that a lot of what i have been doing recently, and maybe even things planned, are not going to get me to where i want to ultimately be. I somewhat have to say that a lot of my life, i have thought what it would be like to be in this industry, but i have always pushed it aside. Well, first i would like to say that i realize that chances are very slim of making a living, but hey, who said it was all about money?
Well, a friend, or acquaintance rather, recently told me that in the real world everyone is worried/concerned about money. I think that at this point, i pretty fortunate not to be worried about money. But no im not in the real world, im still living off mommy and daddy's income. does that make me a bad person? no. Spoiled? no. But let me tell you why: Because i realize what position i am in. I am not living through my life saying, blah i want this, i have this, im so cool. I'd like to say that i am genuinely grateful for how lucky i am. However i am in no way bragging about how lucky i am. This will connect, and you will see later.
anyways, back to the story.
So in a way, i feel like i have redone my goals, rethought what my priorities are, and what i want to accomplish/where i would like to be. I think at this point, Oh and here is the bringer together-er, it is the perfect time for me to pursue my dreams. Because 1) i am in a position financially stable to be able to give it a try. 2) i am able to commit to the time commitments. 3) i am and will work extraordinarily hard towards my goals.
Alright, with that said, i am in no way dropping all my current obligations. that would be irresponsible. I will go and start my new job Monday. I will still go to england and study this year. and i still will be continuing my university work.
so where all this really leads us? no where really. i should stop doing these.
But, if theres one thing summer has given me, its a pretty swell time. Who can complain when i have a job lined up, i am able to play soccer, i can sleep in, thus far, go out late at night, and make music with my freinds? Really!
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| why did you have to get relegated sheffield?
because west ham beat man u?
because tevez played?
or because that is where im going?
dang it
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